Basketball: What it is and what it means to me?

A game that I love!

I am so sorry for disappearing for so long. Been busy for studies these few months, and now finally free for a while till I go for my internship. Well its an exciting thing for me, its at GUSHCLOUD Malaysia. Its a marketing firm for those who do not know. 

Okay, lets get on with it. A brief history on how I first started got in touch with basketball. At the age of 6, entering primary school, my dad took me for a tour of my soon to be primary school before the year started. Well, I was six, who would know how to enjoy the scenery back then. And I was hyper active(naughty) back then. HAHAHA as soon as I entered the compound, I saw a ball, a BASKETBALL! So guess what?! I pick it up and bounced it!!! Funnily, I bounced it too hard, and on the first bounced the ball came back up and hit my mouth. I threw the ball away and sworn to myself not to ever touch basketball again :P HAHAHAHA then somehow in that period of primary school i represented for the school and was good enough to go for tryouts for ZONE.

Then, secondary school, I still remember the first time I touched basketball at my high school. I forgot which day it was, I went to the court with 1 friend whom I just knew. There were 2 "seniors" (Form 2) playing there. I asked whether I could join them........ they answered me, "Nah, we dont let form 1s play, you guys are not good enough." I was like shocked. I mean who would reject such a cute boy XD. Then this cute boy turn into some cocky bastard HAHAHA I said " I could win you both alone" Well ego got challenged, so they quickly accepted it, the challenge I mean. Oh and of course the LOSE after that. Yeah thats how my career in secondary school started. I met plenty of awesome friends through basketball. And I really like hanging out with them. I ended up representing the school for 4 years.

Moving on, Uni. Well I have been in UTAR for quite a long while. And I am still representing it. Never really committed to it before, cause there was no regular training and such. Long story short, the uni team is the team that taught me a lot on basketball and ways to improve and gave me the most exposure.

Meanwhile, in between those periods, I joined some of the public competition with teams from around my area, mainly Kinrara and Serdang they also taught me alot. And it was fun playing with and against them.

My Experience 

Through this journey, of just basketball alone, I was in loads of stages. Right now, if I could, I would apologise to those that I have hurt through my words, but my intentions are always good. I was cocky thinking I was the best and no one could take me. Well I am not, I have loads to learn and I regretted I never really seek for advice when I could. I really wish I could have a mentor a sifu who can really guide me through phases.

Basketball is a game of 5. I have learn to fully depend on my team mate. And build a friendship among them even if its momentary. I have never had a consistent team. I am like a lost boy joining people here and there for competitions. I could never have team chemistry even if i want to. But I do enjoy the temporary sense of friendship build to win a competition tho. I concentrate alot on my personal skills.

I have been training alone for basketball. Analyzing everything about basketball, about myself and put them into a way that is advantageous for me to play. I trained alot, more of playing alot. It is like a form of releasing stress for me I guess. 

Unfortunately, I have once deciding to stop basketball for my knee. Well, over the years, basketball has been a mean bitch to my knees. HAHAHA not only that, I also decrease my basketball activities for all sorts of reason. Girl, laziness, you name it. HAHAHA of course I have also use this to impress girls also la. So I guess its fair?

At the age of 24, playing with a broken arm, 2 failing knees, I would say that I have learned a lot through this sport that I love, and would continue doing it. 

Sorry if its short and messy, just a sudden feeling to write about basketball :P 

Volkswagen Polo P!!!

Days ago, when I was in a department in my school, I saw this event which is from Volkswagen. The event is said to be teaching us on road safety. So I thought to myself, why not try it out, since I dont know anywhere to learn advanced driving. HAHAHA and its FREE some more. HEHE So I registered with Johan.

So you see here is the poster thingy. Now if you read carefully, I actually thought they will teach us on skid recovery. Like in actually condition, no matter what car it is. So i was kinda disappointed but the event turned out ok. Here is how it went!!!

One fine SUNDAY...

it was sad, why cause I usually do not set alarms for a Sunday. HAHAHA today have to lohhh. Registered the event with Eunice but she could not make it due to FYP/ Thesis. So I went alone, then half way getting dressed, got a text from Johan jio me for lunch. So we met at Sg Long at 12. I was abit sad and weak have to drive alone to school cause I think I am going to fall sick soon.

Me and Samantha (my car) yeah my car has a name :P

So after that I reached school had Wontan Mee with Johan and Jeff. Then it was about time to attend the event. So we walk towards school and at the main entrance there was a Polo sitting there. I know its not a big deal but I was kinda excited about it.

HAHAHA then I walked into the school and there were signboards everywhere. Even though we knew where the class is, we still follow the signboards like dumb dumb only HAHAHA.

Obviously have to register first, this time have to see drivers license some more. HAHAHA cause we get to drive VW car. Then they gave us a free T shirt for the event itself. Not bad leh........

He purposely cover the P because he said he is not a P licensed driver anymore!!! HAHAHA so we attended the class for around like 30-40 mins. Bla Bla Bla, all basic things, except for the sitting position, it was abit more uncomfortable than I imagined. So the funny thing happens, the organiser asked us one tricky question, like What should we do when the car skid?. I mean there are other questions of course, but I am just gonna concentrate on this one. People said brake, counter spin (thats what I heard) and others. Then this girl said SCREAM. Everyone laughed!!! He said no, screaming wont help you. Then, its time to go practical!!!

They used the 1 dollar parking as a training ground!!!

This was how it looks like, there are 2 obstacles. One is for you to familiarise with the steering wheel. Its just turning left and right. Then on the right you see cones forming a snake like figure. Thats the part where they want us to JAM the DAMN brakes. And see how the car handle the skid. Oh yeah, they didnt teach us skills to handle skids. It is more of the car, what we need to do is brake and turn. Thats why I am disappointed, but I still had a great day. Lets continue.....

There were 3 cars and 3 instructors, this is like a backup I guess. While we were waiting , I snapped a photo of it. HEHE then it all started dry and hot. Suddenly after 2 batch of students driving it rained.... HAHAHA when I type this, suddenly remind me of my friend RAINE LEE. Sorry!!! XD

Then, the instructor was like better!!! You all can actually feel how it slide. I was like ok. There were a lot of people, so me and Johan just quickly squeeze into one car. Then there is this other dude who joined us. So 4 in a car, instructor, dude, Johan and me. He taught us like the basics bla bla bla. Then he took us for a spin on the course. Not bad, but was kind of terrifying at the JAM BRAKE part. So when the instructor say change you all try la. I was like nervous, and tried to push Johan to go first. But I was in the passenger seat. So no choice lo. Started to familiarize with the steering, it was nice then to the scary part. I calmed down and said I could do this. He said floor it, until he say brake only brake. And its damn near to the cone, IM NOT JOKING!!! HAHAHA after the first round, CHEH simple only la. Then, Johan, I recorded how he did and show you guys how it looks like..... Note, this is Johan!!!

HAHAHA the funny part comes when the dude tries. I guess its the age problem, not enough experience or what. But he practically slow down to take the corner. So that was not what we should do, remember? Jam Brake? Then he went for a second round, this time BETTER! He waited damn long to brake. Guess what?! It scared the instructor so bad, he SCREAMED!!! HAHAHA and he was the one telling us not to scream. HAHAHA I said, I saw the screaming part :P He laughed and we all had fun!!! We ended our session, and we stayed there la just to see whether we can go again for 1 more round. We met this guy named Jeffery from VW Malaysia. Talked a lot la. Then, we get to go for a more spin. Then the whole thing ended with a participation cert given out to all of us.

It was a very nice event that really taught me quite some tips in driving safely. I guess its good for me and Johan since......... We are the "best" drivers in the group. HAHAHA so till next time when I am free guys!!! 

Happy Monday? HEHE

I have a really good PHOTOGRAPHER!

This blog is like half dead liao, HAIHHHH. It has been a year since I started blogging, and now I am no where near where I wanted myself to be. Not as a blogger but as a Human Being in this cruel and realistic world. A bit disappointed but nothing has changed. I am still gonna strive for what is important for me. And what is dear to me.

Short update on my life:

These few days have been really busy. Studies, assignments and stuffs. What is most exciting is my intern is coming up. Coming June, finally I can take some space and forget about studying, meet new people and work together with people.None of the companies have confirmed a position for me la but still damn EXCITED for it HAHAHA :P. And if everything goes as planned I can graduate this year end and have my convocation next March. HOPEFULLY la. Hmmmm What else? Oh yeah and basketball! Recently, I got "recruited" to play for a lot of competition. I mean to me its a bit too late cause I am aging very fast HAHAHA 24 liao leh. But I got more exposure ever since I stepped foot into Serdang Basketball court. Now I think I am playing for the Serdang team. I think la, not sure. Then in school, the UTAR team has reformed this year to join and hopefully can compete for cups this year. And there are only 2 old dogs left in that team. One of them ......................ME!!! OHHHH yeah recently I started to try reselling stuff to earn a bit of money. I mean I would compliment myself for courage but HAIHHHH. HAHAHA well these are all there is to my simple life I guess. 

Lets move on to

I think I can be a model

Actually to be honest, from young people have been saying that I can be a model just because of my height. And at one point of time, I actually thought I could. I even went to meet a guy who claims that he is a model coach, instructor or whatever you call them. He saw me and said I look ok for a Chinese cause Chinese model usually look like this. I was like WHAT!!!! HAHAHA then he later add on that I have to go to the gym to get muscles. Six packs and arms I guess. In my head, I was like OH GOD NO. The thing is I exercise just because I could eat more and be healthy, NOT TO LOOK GOOD. Basketball is more of an interest/hobby. I mean I always think that I look good with attire, outfit and so on. No need to show skin ma :P I mean I dont mind la. DO YOU?

So that day Genting Trip, this happened:

I went all ADIDAS that day :P

Peace? No? 

The trying to steal your chick LOOK :P

Then realised Failed MISERABLY :P

Sorry ah never went to class, this is how I try HEHE

Got asked to stand at the corner by the teacher XD

Told you I dont mind showing skin HAHAHA and FATS too :P

I was suppose to take picture for Eunice. But she purposely take these so I could learn how to take nice ones for her. HAHAHA I failed :P But yeah it was a nice trip, Really glad last minute decide to go up. And I had a lot of fun. No matter what, EUNICE thank you!!! 

Have a great weekend!!!

Life of a poor sneakerhead :)

Copping 2 bae in 1 month!!!

It has been quite a while now since I last bought a shoe. I used to buy a pair of shoe every 1 year plus that cost around RM 1 per day. This is because I use it for basketball everyday. Obviously that was years ago when I was young. Now cannot handle that stress anymore, cause I am FAT :X The basketball shoe I invest now worth RM 150, thats it. I wouldnt buy anymore expensive shoe just to fulfill one purpose which is to play basketball. So now I am collecting nice sneakers. I have started since Eunice got me the Disney X Vans slip ons which is super nice!!! Thanks A LOT Eunice :P

Just in case you all forget how it looks like :P

Thank you very much for this nice ass shoe HEHE

Then later on, me and my friends went up Genting. I always like to buy shoes in Genting because the Nike outlet there is a factory outlet which makes items there cheaper than the ones in Nike boutique. But they always come in batch so sometimes the shoes suck sometimes super nice. That day, went in and check TADAAAAA an AJ 8. For those who do not know what AJ means, it is Air Jordans :) Just saying. Never get to own one of them because of the price, and Im poor la. It is like you see a nv shen and you only dare to look and stare from a distance HAHAHA. So I quickly grab it, have a closer look and my eyes glowed. HEHE there is my aim. I went and ask Uncle Lim to subsidize me abit. And he agreed. Such a nice shoe for Christmas. Not only that I was keeping it nicely just in case I can resell it if I dont like it anymore.

This is the one!

Then, one day this friend of mine posted a sale from a renowned basketball shop in Malaysia for CNY. I saw this shoe that I wanted for very long. And it is cheap considering the model and technology used. The latest model of the Kobe Bryant Series. The eleven, XI. The next morning I had a checkup on my broken arm in Sunway Medical Center. After that flew to pyramid to get that. Standing in front and holding that shoe created a dilemma. The shoe and technology is tiptop. But the color is not that desirable. WALAOOOOO I finally understand why girl shop so long liao :P HAHAHA But in the end, I still bought it. WHY? Cause who cares I am the one wearing it. I like can liao lo :P Went home and try it in the house, walking around like solou only :P I then realise how easy it is to make me happy HAHAHAHA Have a look :P

Even the box is so much nicer!!!

XI the eleventh product of the legendary KOBE BRYANT!!!

This colorway is called 3D. Suppose to make the opponent dizzy I think :P

And then I thought this way like the shoe of the year again! Ok lo like I got a nice pair of shoe already, enough liao. Then suddenly, my carousel someone messaged me wanting my AJ 8. I was like NICE! Can profit abit then maybe go Genting again to get another one. Unfortunately, he wanted to trade. So he gave me the model of his shoe, and GOD his shoe looks super AMAZING :P So I slowly researched on the shoe, like how to check whether it is legit or not. Where to spot to see whether it is fake. And there you go I have a Nike Air Max 1 Ultra Flyknit. Most comfortable shoe I have ever worn in ages. 

I actually wanted to resell these 2 shoe. Just to slowly profit here and there earning my allowance. But, T_T I coul not make it. No will to continue being determined. HAHAHA So right now I have 3 sneakers in my collection. Hopefully more to come, and let me finally jui dao that nv shen I have been talking about. Now I have sneakers on every ocassion, like big and meaningful ones. The first is my birthday present, second is a christmas present from myself and Uncle Lim and third and final twos are for "CNY". I wonder "Hmmmmmm will I get anything for Valentines leh :P" HAHAHA

Thank You Very Muchie!!!

New Year New ME?

2017!!!

It has been 12 days since 2016 ended. Well I am really glad 2016 has ended because it is a super rough year. With much regrets, I thought me being 23 will be a very good year cause 23 is my favorite number (Michael Jordan's Number). I thought I would excel a lot in basketball or at least play alot more basketball than i expected. Beginning of the year I broke my arm, this event has even broke my confidence in everything. WHY? I broke my right arm (Im a right hander). I spend half a year waiting for people's help in everything. Eating, driving and even getting dressed. My bones and joint fully healed the slab is taken off. Unfortunately, my hand cannot straighten out anymore. And that scared me a lot. But after a while, it straighten out itself. The thing is there is this barrier ALWAYS in my mind that i cant do anything rough anymore. Like Basketball? It was super depressing. But you know me la, hahaha i went and traded my shitty Lebron shoe for a Nike Arm wrap with a protection at the elbow. That wrap has been a safety blanket to me. But people keep thinking I wear that wrap just to look like professional players. URGGGHHHH!!! My arm still has the metal plate inside, I cant fall down and apply direct force on it or the plate itself will break the bone. Let see when will I take it out.

At the end of the year, something impossible happened. It broke me to pieces. Couldnt see anything that lies ahead, do not know what to aim for anymore and even wanted to end my life(nah im just kidding). Well, like I said to those who does not know the full story, LONG STORY SHORT its over. To those who ever borrowed me your ears to listen to my story or your eyes to read what I have type all these while, THANK YOU!!!

And to Eunice's mom, I really miss you! You treat me like your own son. Giving me support in every aspect. I always go over to eat the snack you bought (Im SORRY) hehe. But every time I have any happy news youre one of the first few I think about first. Thank you for being in my life! And letting me in to the family. I really appreciate it alot. 

Now, I am still hoping that I will have a great year. Well since its my year, Year of the Rooster and yes New Year Old ME!!! HAHAHA but luckily I have a really really great start for the year. I have recently won third in a basketball cup, Uniten Octa Challenge Cup. And that was with a few new friends from Serdang. That competition teaming up with them open a lot of new roads for me in the basketball. They like me and wanted me for their team in more competition in the future. Well finally, someone who really appreciates me rather than just sitting me in the bench all these while. And thanks to these competition, it helped me alot with the problem mentioned above. Get things off my head even just for a while. 

And yesterday my results was released. I worked really really hard for it. Well there is my FYP (Thesis), I have to work hard. But the worst was Islamic Finance. This is my third time retaking this shit. 3rd! If I fail this again BYE BYE degree!!! So yeah, I was panicking the whole holiday for my results. And yesterday when I checked! WOOHOO!!! GPA 2.9+ hahaha the highest I have ever gotten. This is actually the first time I am proud of myself in academics. Well now in degree life, finally I have my pace and will concentrate on graduating this year. 7 more subjects left and 1 internship. I also hope this internship can give me more direction as where I want to head to. 

It has been only 12 days and I have 2 good things that happened to me. HAHAHA lets hope more coming to you all and me. Lets wish us all a good year to good health and fortune HAHAHA I sound like a feng shui sifu.

To my group of friends: Themonsters9x. I know we are going thru this very wobbly state. But as 1 of your leader :P HAHAHA Self Appoint one. Dont worry about it ok. We will go thru it together dont mind what is going on right now because we will always be good friends no matter what. And to those who dont reply to messages ahhhh, trying to be a silent ninja! YES, Jun im talking about you :P I know youre there, dont make me hunt you down :P

To myself, yesterday I have an enlightenment. I have been to caught up on what I want blindly. But for now I just want her to be happy. Not only her, I keep forgetting that I used to love to make everyone smile and be happy even just for a day. I always say thank you when I pay toll just to see the person working smile for a while. Time to do that, time to make people around me happier. To Eunice the one I love, as long as youre happy Im good. I refuse to hold on to all the bad things or bitter memories that happened.She gave me everything she ever had. She took good care of me, even when I am still a big long baby. HAHAHA the things we been thru after 4 years. These kind of things just cant be measured by anything. Like Teng said about Johan that day, 他也有他体贴的一面 right after I said something bad about him (I am sorry Johan). Made me realise all the good things and memories we been thru together as a couple. I really miss the times when I reach her house, the moment she sees me and wanna hug me, I will run away( Tom & Jerry scene) hahaha then she will get me and hug me hard. Miss those days.Building on that, I used to be stubborn(just wanting us to be back again) when it all started hurting myself and kinda made my friends suffer alot. I bet Jun listen dao sien liao. She always give me the same line.Dont think about it! HAHAHA sorry JUN. Dont get me wrong, I would still like #jerryeunice to happen again. But for now, all that matters its everyone that is dear to me and the ones I love to be HAPPY. 

Happy Jerry is back , BOYS!

Here to a good new year! 

YAMSHENG!!!!

(oh yeah I cant drink alcohol ,its a promise I will never break!)